As I mentioned before, I am the masturbating queen. I chose to involve myself in a long distance relationship (for more reasons than I am going to get into right now) but suffice it to say, I have decided that long distance isn't for me.
I have masturbated a lot in the last few months. I have masturbated more than I think I ever have in my entire life. I have diddled myself on the computer, on the phone, was thinking about the web cam (decided against it) and in the shower. I have flicked my bean in the car, in my bed, in front of the mirror, on the floor. I have found myself thinking about doing it in the bathroom at work, which, thankfully, has remained just a thought.
I have done it standing up, sitting down, dogie style, splayed out on the bed and cowboy style. I have enjoyed and entertained myself while waiting for 'us' to get together for some real deal fun. It isn't like I have never masturbated before (I do know how to get the job done folks), but I have never expected this kind of solitary relationship with myself while in a relationship with someone else!
So I am here to tell you that diddling yourself for your own pleasure is a terrific hobby, a pleasurable sport and fulfills the need to a certain degree, but after so long, you realize that you are not keeping yourself company anymore. I am not willing to wait to hear his voice from afar whenever he can find a few moments to spare, because to be honest, I have discovered that I don't need to wait for someone else's convenience. I want what I want, and I want something different now.
Diddling myself to this degree has been a great educational opportunity though. I have discovered some new sexual fantasies that I didn't know I had, and talk about technique and toys...:) well, you get the gist, so I really can't say that it is all bad, because when is an orgasm EVER a negative? (This is a rhetorical question, honest)
So for now, I bid you all a goodnight...I have some business to attend to.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
4 comments:
An absolutely defining piece. There is nothing like it a great place in mind when masterbating to the visual that makes it all worthwile.
A usual time of such sensual delights to touch and feel, stroke and delve to the depths that only you know are deep enough... well it's time for two sometimes, but with one and those kinds of thoughts; two will only be a diddle away....!
Seph,
Absolutely a wonderful blog. I do love the layout. You are amazing and thanks for taking the time to chat with me. I can't wait to see what you have in store for us in the near future. I will be watching intently.
Glad you both came to visit...and thank you for the lovely comments! Keep cummin back for more!
good blog, never how much sex I get, I still have the urge for those lone personell moments.
Post a Comment